Hollows

In the hollows your shadows creep

The light is mistaken for hope of release

It is here, I watch you pace back and forth

I can see you have changed; body and mind

Your thoughts have grown crooked along with your spine

My eyes fear what you have become

My heart trembles for I am the one

I created this monster creeping about

I had to leave you. I had to back out.

I wrote this a about a year and a half ago, and man it is scary how much I can relate to it now more than I did before!  I love honesty that hides in writing.

Kind of sad today.

I don't like to make anyone sad.  Who does?  But when I know I have, and I know that I was right...I still have this internal battle that I want to apologize but I know I shouldn't.  I have to keep telling myself that.  Does anyone else struggle with that?  
School starts back tomorrow.  I actually got the schedule done, but I am not finished with data sheets, but I guess I will do this at night this week.  blahbity blah.  I was going to write something more interesting tonight, but I think I am blocked.  I should probably just sleep.  Have a good night!

I want to try!

      So I felt like I should give this a try.  I'm not sure why, and I may not be able to keep it up, but I thought, oh what the heck!  Maybe I will even have a friend who will read it!  I don't really have anything that cool to write about, haha.  So I guess I will just write and see what comes to mind.
      So school just started back.  I should actually be working on things but I just haven't started yet.  This year is going to be different than previous years (2).  I will tell you later if I like it or not :).  I already miss the kids I had last year.  I put some pictures up of them in the office so I could see them. 
      Here's my question for the day.  Aristotle said, "Hope is a waking dream."  So what does that mean to different people?  I would like to know.  To me, I think that it means dreams can be forgotten, or they can be planted in your thoughts and you never forget them, so it is your choice where to put that hope and either do something about it, or just let it go.  Tell me what you think.  
      See ya!